waahh i m so confused v.v... took me so long to learn how to log into sheezy art lol... it friggin took me like... 4 days ... x_x phew... finally did it! x_x... hmm a lil about me u say? .... well i m not really an artist or anything,... but i do draw.. although i draw so bad that even a first grader could draw better... hmm funny thing is that i draw and draw.. but i never seem to get any better... :( hmm what else... what else?.. hmm lets see i m not really cool or anything,.. in fact i m a lil shy n stuff... oh and i also like video games,anime,soccer,reading n stuff like that... did i mention that i m really bad at soccer ? but hey i try my best I joined Sheezy Art for a special someone...in hopes that ill be able to contact her and show her the drawings that i never got the chance to show her...
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hmm the shoutbox? lol what do i write here?... sigh.. i m so dumb x_x ...i m guessing since its a ''shoutbox'' i m supposed to leave comments of people here? ... waahh i m so confused again lol ... well i dont really know any1 from sheezy art... so all i want to say is... simply '' I miss your jelly,... i miss you with all my heart '' :(
duuuude... thats so awsome... :) it got me soooo happy seein her website n stuff... omg u have no idea... :)!!!!!! but dude... i so wanna call her but,... its been so long n stuff n i never really did have her phone number to begin with... i mean lol what am i supposed to say!? '' uhh... Ada? Ada? ... is that u ?... hmmm hi? hello?... well umm... its been a long time but... i was wondering if u still remembered me?...'' n then i would completely freeze up dude... i mean what exacly am i supposed to say!? v.v... i mean lately ive been feelin a lil down thinkin that even if she did hear me, or talk with me that maybe she doesnt care bout me anymore... wich means that she probably doesnt wanna be my friend anymo n stuff... so its all just soooo complicated u know!?!? :( sometimes i feel as if everything i m doin has no point... because what if she is too busy with her own life i mean... no matter how hard i try to contact her or talk to her,... O_O what if she just doesnt want any more friends n what if she doesnt want me as a friend v.v.. so thats how i m feelin right now... i mean it feels as if she just doesnt care about me :( so it really hurts n all... but its all just soo complicated.. but i know one thing for sure... ill always be here waiting for the day that someday she might actually wanna b my friend again...
OH YOU!!!! CALM DOWN YOU CUTIE!!! I'm so overly happy that I could make you somewhat happy with her website! I'm even going to try to send her a letter by snail mail (Go snail go!! maybe I should put it on a turtle to make it go faster...) ^-^ Any how You just need to chill!! *fond smile* Just be brave!! Then just tell her exactly how you feel and explain to her how much you missed her and would do anything just to be with her again *Sparly eyes with cherry blossoms and glitter everywhere and random wind blowing hair* Then who knows!! she might be like, "Gasp! it's you! Omgosh it's like been forevah!!! how are you!! I miss you too!!!" or "...oh really? you miss me? wow I would of never known... that's so kind, but what about your other friends?...really? well... I missed you too *blush* haha this is so embarrassing." HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA THAT WOULD BE SO FRECKIN CUTE!!!..............anyways ahaha too many mangas I think
But seriously, what matters is that you say the absolute truth no matter what. You should also tell her you long journey to find her and how you even chatted with me to find her (also tell her hi for me and tell her I miss her) Even though it's complicated or even if it doesn't turn out the way you'd want it to, be happy that you strived for something so wonderful and learn from whatever it may be that caused her decision. (although I'm totally routing for ya!) never regret anything you put your full heart into. Just jump into the cold water! If the water's just right then you'll get use to it and it'll be a good swim, but if the water's too cold just jump out and wrap into a towel, you'll never know, maybe it'll be warmer the second time around. *cups your face* you'll never know unless you try... just give it your all, you wouldn't want to miss a chance do ya? Even if it turns out bad, you'll never know what the future may hold. It's true that it would be painful but look at it as more of an experience that will help you later in life then a pure sorrow. I believe in you, so do what your is crying for! ^-^ If ya ever need to chat just call upon me! I'll be right here!
lol whats snail mail?... n dude... u totaly motivated to call her... BUT what if she doesnt like me anymore? v.v... what if she doesnt wanna b my friend anymore? O_O :(... if i dont call her,... then i can still b happy remembering all the good memories me n her had together... aahhh u r right ... i will never know unless i try... but i dont want this to become just an ''expeperience'' v.v... i really care about her u know?... aahhh but again u r right x_x i will never know unless i try... what if the phones out of service?... what if i freeze up n say something dumb!?!? O_O ok ok ok... ill do it!!! aahhhh x_x imma b so nervous..xD hmm but what would be a good day to give her a call?... aahhh this seems so simple but complicated at the same time aaahhh lol i just know imma b shy, get nervous n say something dumb... sigh :( but i know one things for sure... one of these days imma summon the courage n give her a call n tell her how i feel!...
snail mail is when you mail something through a post office like regular. I understand that you're afraid to call her but ya gotta try... never put off tomorrow what you can do today. If you wait too long then you may miss a chance of a life time. I'm sure if you try and tell her everything then she'll be your friend! Plus if you do happen to say something silly just laugh and say, "I'm so sorry... I'm really nervous... I hope that didn't bother you... you know how crazy I can be." and she'll probably laugh and reminisce about funny times. You don't have to tell her that you love her yet just say how much you care about her. :3 Don't be shy, it's good when guys take the initiative. Perhaps you can arrange to see her or something... ^^ like hang out and go out, then you can find a nice romantic spot to chat a lil... who knows what the mood may bring. I'm prayin' for ya! *cheers* YOU CAN DO IT YOU CAN DO IT!! BANZAI BANZAI!! ^^
OMGOSH YOU ARE A FRIGGIN SWEET HEART AND YOU CARE SO MUCH ABOUT MY LIL ADA E-DAUGHTER!! I shall watch you and make sure that one day you'll find you're long lost ADA!!! *overly dramatic*
WhaaAAaaAa lol i m so emberrased ahaha *turns red* ahaha dude... u goin all out with the hearts and everything ahahah xD i just really miss her n wanna be her friend again n stuff u know?... lol the way u posted all the hearts an all n then the lil dude waving his arms at the end ahahah ... looks kinda cool but then again it feels as if its too much ahahah xD i donno it just made me kinda emberassed alil bit ahaha x_x
oh you think that's embarrassing you should prepare yourself. .... are you in love with her or do you reeeeaaally just want to be friends. *mischievous smile* ahahaha you're so darn cute! I couldn't help it! haha now you know why Ada saw me as a motherly figure ahaha
hey... i think i really am in love with her,... i mean i know this might sound ''dumb'' n all but ive come to realise this after all the time that has passed... one thing is for certain tho,... she is the only person in the whole world for whom i would do anything for, lol if she told me to climb the highest mountain, id do it... if she told me to walk into a bat infested cave, ... id do it ahahah x_x i really care about her......
no it's not dumb at all! My husband broke up with me the first time we ever went out in high school and after 4 to 5 months of pure torture, he came back asking to be with me saying he realized his mistake and usually I would just shoot guys down but I forgave him ever since we've been happy. I think you're a real sweety for going through the roughest river route just to try and find her and get back with her. I mean You even spoke to me to find her. That's pretty extreme, so just do your best and pray for the best.
hey... thanks for givin me the courage to actually call her,... but theres alot of things that u dont understand... n alot of things that ive recetnly just understood,... for one... callin to the phillipines from usa IS is so friggin confusing lol am i supposed to put a zero too? x_x n another thing is... ive always thought of Ada as the most special person in my life,... but i donno how she feels about me now, she probably doesnt wanna b my friend anymore because... i was just soooo stupid ... u might b thinking ''stupid eh? that doesnt seem so bad'' ... well i was really stupid lets just leave it at that k?... :( n at the same time i m starting to feel kinda dumb.. bcause... i donno... sometimes i feel as if me n Ada dint know each other that much but at the same time i feel as if we were together for such a long time n there was so much more that i wanted to tell her about me n so much more that i wanted to know about her.. but maybe after all this time ... she probably doesnt wanna b my friend anymore... its a long story, n i just think that its all so unfair x_x ... your story is a lot different lol it was 4-5 months compared to aproximately 2 yrs n the difference is that i knew Ada online, n u might b thinkin how can i care for some1 that i havent met irl so much?... n the answer to that is simple... I do not know... x_x ... i just love her... funny thing is that if i tried to explain this to any1, theyd probably just laugh x_x lol u r probably laughin right now or think i m super dumb for likin some1 ive never met irl, but hey... i m dumb x_x
oh you! No I wouldn't think you're dumb! Love works in wondrous ways dear! I do understand that your circumstance is very different. But that wasn't the point of the story, the point was that you can conquer anything you put your mind too. ^^ Now I know that 2 years is beyond the months I've experienced. Although there are people in the world who fall in love on the net all the time. My son did that and he met up with the girl and they're planning to marry soon. BUT that's still very different. Yes this situation is truly more difficult then I thought before, but I still stand my ground. Just try to stay friends at first and ya never know what time can tell. You guys are still very young too so you may have a lot of time to cross. As for calling her you have to enter a one or a zero. ^^ Now remember that it's long distance as well. I didn't know you lived in the states, in all honesty. where in the states do you reside?
I don't think you're stupid at all. I know you might've done something like cheated on her, made fun of her, told her to fuck off, or used her maybe but if you try hard enough and apologize for it and make it up to her, who knows what may come. ^^ I was beaten to a pulp all my life by mi dad and after 22 years my father finally apologized to me and I'm slowly started to get along with him. ^^ very different true but still, the human heart is capable of doing the impossible. that's what makes life and love so amazing.
hows it goin?... me?... well first off i would just like to say sry for taking so long to reply to your messege ... its kinda difficult for me to come here,... its just that its starting to get me really sad,... i mean just look around ... i feel completely alone here... n everytime i log in here i feel really sad cause Ada doesnt even bother to say one simple word ... not even a ''hi rod ,.. its been a long time'' not even a simple ''hi'' i was really dumb n stupid in believin that i could b friends with Ada again... thanks sanchu for everything... u really are awsome...thanks again 4 everything... it really means alot to me... but u know something?... i know that Ada tru out the years made many new friends,had to study for a lot of school work, n bassically b really busy all the time right?... it just hurts alot that the ''caring Ada'' that i used to know cant seem to afford 10 seconds of her time, in writting a simple ''hi''... aaahhh she used to feel my heart with warmth n happyness ... :) omg i feel so happy right now just remembering her smile .... she just used to be so caring and cool n very very smart... i dont think that ive ever loved any1 else so much... x_x ... hmmm but yeah... what would b the point of calling?... isnt it obvious that she doesnt seem to care about me?... wha if she has a bf n shes hangin out with him? or what if she has soo many friends that she doesnt want any more friends?... what if she completely dislikes me now?... sigh... i mean i m no movie star,... i got no cool abilities or anything special... i m just an average guy with average grades in school,... what can a guy like me ever accomplish?... Ada would never like me again,... v.v... all i know is that i m keeping my promise.... the promise that i will always b there for her... but if she doesnt want to b my friend anymore y doesnt she just say this simple sentence '' dont ever talk to me again''?!?!?
again... thanks for everything Sanchu... i kinda feel bad that u take your time to send me messeges n givin me advices because again i m not really cool or anything,... there is no way that Ada will ever b my friend again... well take it easy n hope uve been doin good n stuff...
O_o Don't feel bad about not replying, there's no time schedule for you to answer hehehe only answer when you can..... Sweet heart you are so under confident!!!! I want you to know that she is NEVER online anymore, especially here. She left and haven't showed up since april. sweety you are wonderful! It doesn't matter if you have wonderful abilities on the outside, cuz your wonderful ability is right here *points to your heart* you're a wonderful wonderful guy and you're cutting yourself short. We don't know where she is and that's why we WANT to call her, to find her. It's kind of like trying to look for a rare artifact, you can't find it unless you go excavating and even if you do find it you have to clean it up and study it. So it takes tons of time. Keep on working hun, it's all about patience and endurance. It's not that she doesn't want to say hi, it's about her even being there. She doesn't know that you're even here... also you don't know if she's in a hospital or if she's even able to get internet, because even her brother haven't been on since april. Maybe her parents are having a hard time making money. So never give up. How about you send her a letter by writing it and sending it to her address. It may take a while to get there or even to get back but wouldn't it be worth it in the end?
Don't give up before you truly begun. I miss my family whom live in panama and I can't make contact or see them but I'm trying my best to try to make money to possibly see them again. I don't know who's alive or who even care or remembers me or even know I exist, but I'm trying. I've been doing this for 15 years and I'm gonna keep going. Ada can't give you the simple sentence cuz she doesn't know that there is someone wonderful waiting for her. So don't be so down.
Plus I'll have you know that my husband... Is the most average guy out there... actually alot of people made fun of him cause they thought he was gay. (very effeminate) He never really had any friends so far all his friends were my friends I introduced him too, but his most best friend he stated was me. Though, many saw him as dull or dorky, I love him for who he was. With in time he learned somethings and got a good job, but that's cuz he had faith. You're still very young Rod and you never know what your future has for you. Like my husband, you're charming and sweet and you know how to speak from the heart and hold on to something that's dear to you. So keep on holding on, because you'll never know where the road may lead. please keep going. I believe in you.
heeey whaats up sanchu? thanks for all your comments n stuff... i woulda been alot more sadder if u hadnt commented n stuff.. cause i mean i woulda felt alot more dumber n sad n stuff cause i would of been completely alone... so i thank you for giving me that little ''push''... sry if this messege is sortof short but... there isnt much that i can say ... never been good with words... so all i wanna say is ''thank you'' for softening my fall... i mean now that i think about it... yes i probably would of been ALOT more sader n felt really dumb if i just came to Sheezy art without bein able to talk to any1... that woulda been too harsh.. ...
It's alright that it's short love. You're a sweet and wonderful person and I understand how hard it is to feel alone. I just hope that a bit of light will shine through for you and warm you up. It's okay to be sad but you're not dumb, *fondly smiles* you're a very passionate person and I think, that's a great quality for a man to have. You've been working so hard on achieving your goal... that it feels my heart. I would love to always be here and help you... we can even be pen-pals if you like, so you can have that little bit of boost. I'm always happy to talk to you and I want to continue to but only if you'll like to. I hope to speak to you again.*kisses your cheek* please remember that you're much more amazing then you give yourself credit for.
Hope you have a great time and get lots of friends! please message me or comment me back to be friends, kay? I'd luv to hear from you!! Hope we can be friends!!~kinomi
omg i dint see the ''send reply'' button lol i was trying to figure out how to send u a reply n stuff... well thank u for sayin ''welcome to sheezy'' ... but the truth is i m not really cool or exciting or anything donno y ud like to hear from me but... umm... yeah.. for starters my names rod ... n i joined sheezy art... OMG I get it now.. SA stands for Sheezy art... lol sigh.. i m so dumb x_x k but the reason y i joined sheezy art was so that i could try to contact a long lost friend of mine n i hope that i can show her the pictures i drew for her :(
damm dude... u have friggin lightning fast reflexes...lol u were able to reply to my messege before i was able to tell ya that i already figured out what it meant... ahaha insane dude well.. thanks for letting me know what it means anyways n again.. thx for giving me a good welcome to ''SA''
lol dude nvm... now i know what SA stands for... ITS SO OBVIOUS lol SHEEZY ART!!! there we go... donno why but i thought u were gonna write SAM so it trew me off lol... well thx for saying ''welcome to Sa''...
Lol hey dude... after friggin... an hour .. i finally learned how to post my drawings n stuff ... but i have a question... wich i m still kinda very confused on lol xD whats the difference between ''watchers'' and ''friends''? ... n lol i can see that u like megaman ... i dont know much of the story but i used to play the video game for super nintendo a really long time ago lol i really liked the game... for some reason they made zero have more power when u charged him up,... but i remember that there was an upgrade for megaman that let him friggin... beat anything with one shot lol well... take it easy dude n your drawings n cool n stuff latas
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I joined Sheezy Art for a special someone...in hopes that ill be able to contact her and show her the drawings that i never got the chance to show her...
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You just need to chill!! *fond smile* Just be brave!! Then just tell her exactly how you feel and explain to her how much you missed her and would do anything just to be with her again *Sparly eyes with cherry blossoms and glitter everywhere and random wind blowing hair* Then who knows!! she might be like, "Gasp! it's you! Omgosh it's like been forevah!!! how are you!! I miss you too!!!" or "...oh really? you miss me? wow I would of never known... that's so kind, but what about your other friends?...really? well... I missed you too *blush* haha this is so embarrassing." HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA THAT WOULD BE SO FRECKIN CUTE!!!..............anyways 
ahaha too many mangas I think 
